It’s no secret that this year I’m just not feeling the Christmas spirit. I put my tree and decorations up late (for me), I’ve been dying to take them down, and just get the whole thing over and done with already.
I’ve been trying so hard lately to capture that feeling, you know the one, you see it in movies, and on tv, when something magical happens and you’re just in awe, and you feel Christmas. I’ve been watching Christmas specials (which I haven’t done in years), and Christmas movies, and listening to Christmas music. Still, nothing.
I even cancelled our yearly trek to get a map of Christmas lights, because I just didn’t care. That is so unlike me! There’s something not right this year, and I don’t know what it is, or what it’ll take to get me in the holiday spirit. But hopefully, I’ll find it in the next few days, or die trying.